at times, it's just i'm in no speed to catch all the glimpse of life outside mine. yes, am basically a total self-centered and highly egocentric. most people said that's just like being a human. 


yet it's not okay. at least for me it is. 


in that case, i'd love to take all what they've said, both if it's said directly towards me or even if it's done behind me, those are caused by what they'd seen in me as a result of me not being able to control what is suppose to be available (in me) for others to see.