when one door is closed,
there're couples of windows to break through.
it's much different, though, whether you want to break out or to break in.
it's sure a hard work cleaning all these mess left by october,
the one i never thought would be among my worst months.
all i ever need was a clear blue sky,
as clear as honesty.
and a red sunsets over the bridge,
as bright as being bold.
again i learnt it the hard way :
for good needs a real good plan,
and much to countless disappointment.
ps : never get too used to disappointment, deal with it each and every time, differently, progressively, like a real lady. disappointments are not to be ignored. let it have the way to make you grow.