[music] Nell - The Day Before.

i love this song so much.

the sadness it carries, the semi-de-saturated video, the hurtful beats,

and the music that told a story about "what if".

what if the day before i chose to stay by your side.

.

damn it!

you just know there are always another different version of any story ever told in this world,

or you don't?

you know that's not only those differences with so much like coming from the opposite poles

deserved a happy ending love story.

if so, what about us?

we're no where coming from any of those poles

(well, they do have something in similar : both were coming from poles!)

now, now, what about us?

what about both of us those came only from nowhere,

and met also in the middle of any random story?

can't we also have another version of our story?

.

and so there'll be a day where i could tell my son and daughter :

kids, you should know that your stories started at the day i chose to stay by your father side

instead of telling this :
kids, everything started at the day i chose to keep my first love save and sound in the past.

so now let me say this, "when you once had your heart say 'don't go!', then trust me, 
trust your heart. it takes everything to say those words.

don't you ever go."

i wish so.

what if the day before i chose to stay by your side.

the story might still stay the same. as much as it might go on different way.

i miss the almost us.
as much as i miss the never gonna be us.