[notes] architecture.

i love urban design. i love landscape. on top of those, landscape urbanism.
but just now, i suddenly miss architecture. so much.

i'm not even an architect. never been a good student of it, too, to add.
but there's always something about architecture that i could not explain that somehow 'touch' me.
for all these long, since graduation, all i ever did was just thinking about how a city should be. how the environment supposed to be handled. and so on. and so on.
i forgot how to feel the small spaces. shelters. homes.
i forgot how big things, all of them, started small.

it's not that i want to turn back time. nor to take the u-turn, even if it's still available.
it's just next time i should remind myself to feel more, to thank more, of small spaces
those give me real shade and some grounds to stand.

ps : maybe i'm just not yet working on the right urban design. or even landscape. ones those fit what i actually seek for.