and so therefore.

i don't have a framework of mind,
therefore i write

i'm now building my framework with supposed-to-be strong foundation,
therefore i write

i'll later decorate my framework with pretty little details,
therefore i write

my framework is crushing,
therefore i write

i'm going insane,
therefore i write

i'm thinking of doing a free falling,
therefore i write

i'm thinking about dying and broken hearts,
therefore i write

i choose to stand back up
therefore i write

i want to move forward
therefore i write

i need to be done with myself,
therefore i write

and so i rebuild and rebuild and rebuild my framework of mind,
and so i break and break and break my heart again,
and so i crave for remedies, over and over and over...

and so therefore i write.