for me, there's two types of jokes in this world.
the first one are those which made me laugh out of obligation caused by the feeling of being expected by my surroundings to think they were funny.
and the second one are those which made me laugh out laud spontaneously, while listening to it alone, to the point my parents thought that i might be going crazy.
now, realizing my own reaction toward various kind of jokes is somewhat another big help for me to get to know myself better, yes? i gradually can say it when i actually wore mask, and when i did not.
and of course, i love myself better whenever i was on the last state.
who doesn't love themselves in their true-self mode, anyway?