8.1.11

i never thought life could be that short. we're still so young, too young, aren't we, God?
can't I question You?
i still can't imagine that two of my classmates are already doing a hangout in heaven,
and thus can't join us on ground in our reunion, later...

is this your way of telling me, of telling us, that life, indeed is so short?
that life is never be more than a transit?

.
this is my second grieve of loosing a classmate.
we haven't even had any chance to share stories about our lives lately.
i haven't even asked her to tell me stories about rotterdam.

you'll be missed, my friend.
may you rest in peace and now breath lightly.