#1.000

more than to prove those not-so-significant-who-don't-really-understand-things-about-me that i actually could meet their expectations,
i rather go beyond my limit to let those-number-ones-who-trust-me-even-when-i-didn't-trust-myself feel that i am worth their trust.


that's all that matter to me now. the perfection i long for, is not - ever - for winning any unnecessary battle. it's just too bad most people around me sees it as necessaries and love to drag others into it.


so you think the world is fair? think again. it might be fair enough for you, but not enough to make you think so. 




"happy one thousand posts! :D" (now this is insignificant)

my morning calls.

My alarm song :)

Reminds me of the good good old days.

Freezes the memory within.

And I miss them all. So much.

But there's no turning point. The move is forward.

semakin saya menulis, semakin tahu saya akan kekurangan saya dalam berbahasa dan berlogika, juga mungkin dalam berempati, tapi semakin tidak mau pula saya berhenti melakukannya . . . berhenti menulis maksudnya. rasanya ini perjalanan saya, untuk menjadi lebih baik dalam ketiganya.

this year is not going to be about be patient, 
but let it go . . .